the true untitled version

*I open my eyes. I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light*

i sit inside a jeepney and hearing the music coming out from the speakers say to myself, this is the perfect theme song for me.

*And I can’t stand the pain. And I can’t make it go away. No I can’t stand the pain*

i mean, each day is turning out to be worse than the other.

*How could this happen to me? I made my mistakes. I’ve got no where to run. The night goes on As I’m fading away. I’m sick of this life. I just wanna scream. How could this happen to me?*

oh what bad luck.

*Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me. I’m slipping off the edge. I’m hanging by a thread. I wanna start this over again*

* So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered. And I can’t explain what happened. And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done. No I can’t*

i'm so frustrated.

*how could this happen to me.*