oh where oh where could my baby be?

i feel slumped today. i can't figure out what i did to deserve this depressing feeling. i know there are other more important issues in life that are worthy of contemplation but i just can't disregard this tiny irritating glitch i am faced with. lol i dont have a lovelife. im depressed coz im a loser.
everywhere i look, i see couples together. sometimes i see some of the oddest pairs in this world and yet they're so happy together. why oh why dont i have a pair? what's wrong with me? i dont look bad in fact i think im pretty. lol im not conceited. im not boasting or anything but why Lord? lol
one time i saw some guy playing with his girlfriend's hair. i thought i'd die of envy. why cant i be happy like other people? im not that bad. im kind and i try to obey rules too. what must id do to have someone special and be loved by him? oh and even worse,valentine's day is approaching. this is so stupid. i shouldn't worry about things like this but i worry about things like this. lol why Lord why? why me? ahhh!!! =(
where are you the man for me? why aren't you looking for me? when i see you, i'm gonna tell you how much i hate you for your inaction. grrrrr!!!!