the aftermath of the exorcism of emily rose

man, oh man! oh my gulay! hehe i woke up from my peaceful slumber even before the sun came up. normally i wouldnt have to worry about it. i wouldve opened my eyes, check my cellphone for the time and or messages and maybe even get up from bed. but after that flick ive seen on a sunday afternoon, waking up in the middle of the night for no reason at all is going to cause trouble and the possibility of a heart attack. (yep, i almost had one, i think) lol
so i woke up, (strange) but i didnt open my eyes coz what if i open them and see a hideous monster hovering above me!! Aacckk!!
i started to reach for my cellphone and then stopped as a thought came over me. what if the time shows 3am??!! according to the movie, 3am is the time when demons' powers are strongest. so i guessed it must have been around 3-4am since everything was dead quiet.
a little while after, i heard the roosters sound off. (why would they be disturbed?)
i mustve stayed awake for about an hour. i shifted in bed and then thought about the movie.
yeah i tried to think about something else like what id do when i wake up, what happened to the philippine marines last night and other stuff and i prayed too. and i even sang a song!! ( in my mind only of course..if i should love again, once ive learned to love again by sharon cuneta lol)
i almost couldnt breathe..sometimes i had to yawn but had to suppress it..what if i give out a yawn and then evil spirits would rush inside my body through my mouth. Aaackk!! lol
i couldnt help it..i opened my eyes a couple of times.. then i realized something. when i open them, i dont feel any fear at all..but the moment i close them all the negative situations that could happen in that place and time run through my head. lol im only giving myself a head ache. i thought i was being attacked by restless spirits and evil monsters..but the truth is i am attacked by paranoia..hehe
my thoughts still go back to that unfortunate little lady possessed by evil forces.