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i was gonna disconnect the internet but i felt that i have to write this down. i am tortured by my retainers. the dentist had me wear them two days ago and have been agonizing since then. they don't hurt as much now though but still i have to wear them everytime. i have to, but guess what? im not wearing them. heeheehee!! bad bad bad..im such a dork..

manny pacquiao did very well during his fight and im so proud of him. i didn't see the fight though but i saw some of it in the news reports and im gonna watch the rerun. hehe my father is so funny, after he watched the boxing game, he brought out the guitar played a tune and sang "the boxer" by simon and garfunkel. manny's manager is so i dont know, he shouldve made sure that his player have complied with all the requirements and not hurry in the last minute. my sister can relate with this one, she plays volleyball so during competitions they need to have a copy of birth certificates and whatever certificates the commissioners want. their coach never tells them in advance and during the last minute he would pressure them about those things. that is why they have a coach to remind them of those things and all the legalities, it seems that the coach is the one who needs to be reminded.
players only love you when theyre playing. what does this mean? does it refer to playing as in plain playing like sports, or is it the kind of playing that involves the heart and emotions like pain and love and etcetera, or maybe another thing?. words with double meanings can be tricky. the world would be simpler if people would have simple minds..duh. i think it would be a simpler world to live in if people would accept things as they seem. but this is also tricky. what if someone would mistake an act of love for hate? or kindness for pity? or sympathy for what, for what, i dont know..something else? i guess it lies in the way the recipient sees it. so double edged words (is that acceptable?) or other things can stay as they are but what must change is the way people view them. the best way is of optimism and putting in mind that all of us are everyday angels ..jewel thinks that.
i viewed my blog, i have written down a bunch of things. i saw some grammatical errors and some typos and it doesnt matter. its fun, this is fun.. just writing down whatever comes to mind and after a few days reviewing it again and seeing all the errors and imagining yourself again in that situation and how you felt at that time. i am so intrigued with the human mind.how can we do all these things that we do? we are so blessed. i am so happy i am not the animal that lives for three months then finds himself being served on the table. if i was reincarnated, what would i be? good thing i don't believe in reincarnation..haha what are you blonde? i sure don't want to be a dog without an owner, (who would like that?) or i'll end up as sumsuman in the tagayan of istambays. somebody told me filipinos eat dogs (great guy he is and cute), is this another case of the double meaning thing? i would have to read that book.. when i'm 23 years old.

okay now i have to go, cook rice..i love rice!! i can't live without rice..but it doesn't mean i'd die if i can't live with it.. see what i mean about double (or hidden or implied) meanings?wait a minute, that wasn't double meaning that was just confusion..hehe it makes life so complicated..sing it avril!!