i dont think my soul will go to heaven. but a good friend, a wise friend told me (as consolation maybe) that 3 surprises will greet us when we get to heaven. first is that the people we thought will go to heaven, actually didn't. second, those who we thought won't make it to heaven, actually did. and third, that we actually made it there too.

so that was encouraging.

the God that i know is merciful and loving and He understands a stubborn person like me. not taking his kindness for granted, but i know that He understands where im coming from and why i do the things i do. with Him, i do not have to explain myself. (cause He knows that i dont like to do that. ha)