near you always

just a few lines from jewel's song near you always...

please dont say i love you
coz those words, touch me much too deeply
they make my core tremble
don't think you realize the effect you have on me
please don't look at me like that
just makes me want to make you near me always

im such a hopeless romantic. =)

revisiting the past

my colleague at work just sent me a lovely poem about love that was lost. i feel that i can relate to that poem. for the past (almost) five years i have always been left wanting. i dont care about anything else, i just wanted to be in love. but love seems to be very elusive. i cant grab hold of it and when i do, it slips away from my hold like water dripping away from a tight grip. in just a few moments, it's gone again.
i do not want to live in the past. i'll give love another try and this time i will be satisfied and content. i won't be left...wanting.