the aftermath of the exorcism of emily rose

man, oh man! oh my gulay! hehe i woke up from my peaceful slumber even before the sun came up. normally i wouldnt have to worry about it. i wouldve opened my eyes, check my cellphone for the time and or messages and maybe even get up from bed. but after that flick ive seen on a sunday afternoon, waking up in the middle of the night for no reason at all is going to cause trouble and the possibility of a heart attack. (yep, i almost had one, i think) lol
so i woke up, (strange) but i didnt open my eyes coz what if i open them and see a hideous monster hovering above me!! Aacckk!!
i started to reach for my cellphone and then stopped as a thought came over me. what if the time shows 3am??!! according to the movie, 3am is the time when demons' powers are strongest. so i guessed it must have been around 3-4am since everything was dead quiet.
a little while after, i heard the roosters sound off. (why would they be disturbed?)
i mustve stayed awake for about an hour. i shifted in bed and then thought about the movie.
yeah i tried to think about something else like what id do when i wake up, what happened to the philippine marines last night and other stuff and i prayed too. and i even sang a song!! ( in my mind only of course..if i should love again, once ive learned to love again by sharon cuneta lol)
i almost couldnt breathe..sometimes i had to yawn but had to suppress it..what if i give out a yawn and then evil spirits would rush inside my body through my mouth. Aaackk!! lol
i couldnt help it..i opened my eyes a couple of times.. then i realized something. when i open them, i dont feel any fear at all..but the moment i close them all the negative situations that could happen in that place and time run through my head. lol im only giving myself a head ache. i thought i was being attacked by restless spirits and evil monsters..but the truth is i am attacked by paranoia..hehe
my thoughts still go back to that unfortunate little lady possessed by evil forces.

flickster

i could get in trouble for saying this..the OMB might raid my house and leave a mess but im just so overwhelmed lol.
i am thankful for pirated DVDs. (uh..oh..)
well at least the pirated version of this one particular title. the exorcism of emily rose.
horror movies are really not my kind of visual entertainment but with the insistence of my sister and the poor popcorn wanting to be popped lol i well i had to watch the true story about an american girl supposedly possessed by multiple demons.
kaycee was right. it wasn't that scary. and the nature of the copy we had made it less hair raising. i am grateful for the unclear copy of the DVD my sister borrowed from her friend. what we saw was a darker shade of the original. so that when emily's face turns into something horrible or when the scenes become too violent or creepy or even disgusting, i didnt have to worry. lol.
i am also thankful for the imperfect audion effects. occasional coughs coming from the audience (or maybe from the pirate himself lol) even spark up a laugh from me. the subtitle doesnt offer any help either as it waa different version of what was really spoken by the actors.
the downside however is that i couldnt make out clearly the argument of the lawyers. i thought they were really good, especially the lady lawyer. hmm
the movie is supposed to be a true story. at first, i thought of looking it up on the net but then again, maybe not..

chatter chat

i meet a lot of people on the internet. and ever since kaycee introduced to me a site called faceparty.com i have had too many contacts on my yahoo messenger. i do not know them that much but for the sake of whiling away the time (sakto ba?) i chat with these strangers on the net and try to share culture with them. not all of them can be friendly though..

(an excerpt)

im not sure if im just slow or whatever but..i dont get the GMA joke..?? :(

the hurt

my heart hurts.
my head hurts.
my sunburnt skin hurts.

ahhh everything hurts.
ok. just remember, it's all in the mind.

a date with myself

"unsaon pag celebrate ang Valentine's Day?" asks Jopet, accdg to Kaycee

hehe funny query...lol and yet.. *sniffles*

where art thou my modern romeo?

*chokes on ice cream

*more sniffling*


hey, i should be in dramatics lol
i enjoy my state of being..
but sometimes can't help the occasional strange stuffy feelings..

crush

it's just a little crush
not like i faint everytime we touch
it's just some little thing
not like everything i do depends on you

sha la la la, sha la la la

i have a crush on Uma, the israeli in pinoy big brother. i realized this while i was watching blusang itim on saturday. hehe at last, i have a crush!! im not abnormal!! wo hoo! haha
a lot of people say he acts gay..i think so too..hehe but what the heck, he was so cute last saturday!


*wa juy lami ikaligo kay tugnaw kaayo!! hehe

rain, rain dont go away

listening to right now: higher by the speaks (over Monster Radio)

the rain doesn't seem to want to stop.. the river might overflow..

lol.

but i love it when it rains. love the pitter patter sound of the tiny drops hitting the soft earth outside. love even the heavy rains. and the air is cool. perfect for just laying down in bed and maybe read a book. (oh yeah i need to finish jopet's book, angels and demons. im almost done.) ohhh wow. i feel soo content right now.


*after dinner at the prom in casino español, we went to vudu. it was cool.

oh ho ho ho valentine's day can be such a depressing time for the likes of me. hehe
a lot of men are trying to date me and i'm having a difficult time(thus the depression) choosing the right one.
anyone wanna help me out? here's the list:

owen wilson; i'm not sure if that's his name. he is very funny and tall and handsome. he has a crooked nose which is not bad coz for me it somehow adds more charm to his already loveable physique.
heath ledger; nice looking but he's got a girl already.
richard gere; yes, i know, too old.
ben stiller; hey, funny is sexy to me.
eric bana; he looks so strong and honorable.
ryan phillippe; mayyybe in his single days.
brad pitt; (or brod pete ngeek!) brad is father to my alter ego's baby.
dennis trillo; darna might come and annihilate me self!

if i post every name in the list i would have to make another blog account.lol.
haay, it's nice to dream at 8:30 in the morning.

good morning, world! :)

diffusion of the green apple spirit

..and the throbbing BAYO-OK, courtesy of Frater Arnold

actually the title is referring to the green apple scent from bench that i keep. it's almost empty now, i thought i might write that down. i like the smell of green apples. it's invigorating charr!

i just finished printing the letter of decline for both kaycee and i. naman naman, kapoia ato nila oi! hehe

i finally convinced two souls to start their own page, jopet and kaycee..yehey!!!!

i've a new blog icon!!..i don't know if i should even talk about it because it's (i think it's not legal to use it without permission) *gulp* not mine. isn't it cute? the photo i mean.

good news, sad news, whatever news.

good news is i won.

bad news is ..is too bad to even mention it here.

and others..well, i have a lot in my mind now and the necessary ones are stacked up in a dark tiny space in my brain. not like there's a lot of space in there. hehe oh well