the next generation

yesterday, my cousins came over at our house. they bonded with my father lol. an all male group feasting on barbecued pork and beer, slaughtering a poor innocent chicken to serve as pulutan. my male cousins are very big now, theyve grown so much. i can't finish this again... i'll come back later.

secret squirrel

i've a secret... a very dark secret. i won't tell coz then it won't be a secret anymore. lol

quasimod-a imang

ano bang mayroon sila?
na sa akin ay wala

ako ba'y may pagkukulang?
na dapat na punan

i really like kampanerang kuba. hehe

friendster

saw my crush on friendster!! gwapo lang gihapon sayang naa nay girlfriend hehe.
kaning friendster noh, daghan kaayo kog friends bisag wa ko kaila ani nila aning uban. ahh okay ra gihapon basta dili lang mag drugs.

on saturday, i will give my blood. i wanted to do it last saturday but i got caught between two must attend events. and besides, my sister said, my period for the month has not come yet so i wont be allowed to donate anyway. i think that's a myth though. i checked on the internet about the requirements for blood donating, it doesnt show anything that a girl must have had menstruated for that month before donating.
ive always wanted to give blood. i tried to when i was 17 i think but i did not meet the weight requirement. giving blood is like allowing people or giving other people the chance to live. giving them life wow it sounds holy. but right humans can give life. (and you get donuts after too)

quiz bowling, strolling, hunting, sundaeing, malling

yesterday, we had to go to the mall to be the audience of the accountancy quiz bowl. but of course you can just sign in your name and leave after registering. that's what kaycee and i did and most of the students too. anyway, kaycee and i watched the quiz challenge for a while and then decided to get some sundae to stock up some more calories in our bodies. and all the while, we were "hunting" for cute faces and there were lots that day. exactly our type. but ive already found what i wanted weeks ago (my type) so i wasnt so excited about them present that day. we walked and walked the grounds of Ayala to the back to the front to the wherever, we didnt have much direction and we didnt care anyway, and i couldnt help but complain though not out loud how uncomfortable my shoes were. kaycee had wanted to stay but i wanted to get out of that place and just go home to treat my im sure already sore feet. but if kaycee had said that she wanted to stay, i wouldnt have led us to the exit door. anyway, both of us will always have a great time together wherever we are. soo many couples holding hands kaycee and i are jealous of these people. well watch out you people for us when we get boyfriends, hehehethere are too many people in the malls these days. maybe coz its too warm outside or maybe its the trend or maybe because somehow the people got information that kaycee and i will be at the mall (that day in Ayala) and hoping to get our autographs or have a photo taken with us they went inside in search for our exotic (or weird) beauty. hehehe

we went to a beach called Blue Reef last Saturday. it was really cool coz all my first degree cousins in my father's side were there (except for one). my father and his siblings were engaged in a cold war for almost five years now since the time their father died. but now the family is okay, the wounds have healed and everything is alright. we used to be like this before, we would go to a beach to relax and there would be so many of us that we would crowd the beach. we'd bring a lot of food and spend the day with laughter and fun. on special holidays, we would gather and be merry. like on christmas, new year, halloween, birthdays, death anniversaries, fiestas etc.
oh wow, i just had a talk with an irish. i cant finish this. i am too hurt.

today's tuesday

i decided to keep turtlepace out of sight. id still be blogging here but i wont let others see it. ill be back after three years. why? i dont know. this blog will be floating in the net waiting for somebody to read it. ummm this blog is supposed to be a record of the things that happen in my life. what could happen after three years? i dont know. sometimes i make so rash decisions. i think i just made a bad decision but i dont care really. i dont know. i am so confused with this life. i have a lot of things in my mind. i have my studies going on around me. i have my sad lovelife to deal with. i have my inner struggles. and there is even that political crisis in my beloved country. ayyy everything is so confusing. and sometimes i feel like the world is going on around me and i am just watching it go by. i seem to be a mere spectator of other people, i am close to the characters, to the scenes but i cant seem to absorb it all. i am so confused, i think im going crazy.

for marylie_23

you can find lyrics of paraiso at this site http://www.lyrics.ly/lyrics.php/Christina+Aguilera/Lyrics/Paraiso?PHPSESSID=81c05e82b3fa5702c1fab4030c44697e
but you'll be surprised to know that it is Christina Aguilera's. it's hard to find Ryan Cayabyab's even though it is his song. =) and the chords are even harder to find.