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i have a terrible, terrible, terrible, terrible to the nth degree cold! *sniff* *sniff* ooops, nitulo ang sip-on hehe

went to school this morning to find out if the final grades are out. unfortunately, the grades aren't available yet..the teachers are enjoying their vacation too much. most of them hadn't showed up since holy week. theyve extended their rest, i guess. anyway, oh yes, yesterday...yesterday i had the most wonderful experience!! hehe
i went to a store to buy SurfMaxx Prepaid Internet Card (plugging..insert!!) and as i was walking to the area where i am supposed to hail a tricycle to get to my house, i saw, i never expected to see..my highschool crush! my ultimate crush! would you believe? ahhh of all the days i couldve bumped into him, it was on that day!! that day when i was wearing big shorts and an old shirt and tsinelas and have not combed my hair and wearing a crumpled face because of the sun's heat and looked more like a man with long hair than a normal teenage girl!!

oh my gosh!!!! just now....i felt the earth quake..i'm scared. i am actually on the verge of tears. ahh huhuhuhu a short while ago, the computer monitor moved, the walls of this room moved and i have to move now too, get my butt out of this chair. my mother is calling me. turns out she's more scared than i am.

uh uh uh don't go yet...

i was gonna disconnect the internet but i felt that i have to write this down. i am tortured by my retainers. the dentist had me wear them two days ago and have been agonizing since then. they don't hurt as much now though but still i have to wear them everytime. i have to, but guess what? im not wearing them. heeheehee!! bad bad bad..im such a dork..

manny pacquiao did very well during his fight and im so proud of him. i didn't see the fight though but i saw some of it in the news reports and im gonna watch the rerun. hehe my father is so funny, after he watched the boxing game, he brought out the guitar played a tune and sang "the boxer" by simon and garfunkel. manny's manager is so i dont know, he shouldve made sure that his player have complied with all the requirements and not hurry in the last minute. my sister can relate with this one, she plays volleyball so during competitions they need to have a copy of birth certificates and whatever certificates the commissioners want. their coach never tells them in advance and during the last minute he would pressure them about those things. that is why they have a coach to remind them of those things and all the legalities, it seems that the coach is the one who needs to be reminded.
players only love you when theyre playing. what does this mean? does it refer to playing as in plain playing like sports, or is it the kind of playing that involves the heart and emotions like pain and love and etcetera, or maybe another thing?. words with double meanings can be tricky. the world would be simpler if people would have simple minds..duh. i think it would be a simpler world to live in if people would accept things as they seem. but this is also tricky. what if someone would mistake an act of love for hate? or kindness for pity? or sympathy for what, for what, i dont know..something else? i guess it lies in the way the recipient sees it. so double edged words (is that acceptable?) or other things can stay as they are but what must change is the way people view them. the best way is of optimism and putting in mind that all of us are everyday angels ..jewel thinks that.
i viewed my blog, i have written down a bunch of things. i saw some grammatical errors and some typos and it doesnt matter. its fun, this is fun.. just writing down whatever comes to mind and after a few days reviewing it again and seeing all the errors and imagining yourself again in that situation and how you felt at that time. i am so intrigued with the human mind.how can we do all these things that we do? we are so blessed. i am so happy i am not the animal that lives for three months then finds himself being served on the table. if i was reincarnated, what would i be? good thing i don't believe in reincarnation..haha what are you blonde? i sure don't want to be a dog without an owner, (who would like that?) or i'll end up as sumsuman in the tagayan of istambays. somebody told me filipinos eat dogs (great guy he is and cute), is this another case of the double meaning thing? i would have to read that book.. when i'm 23 years old.

okay now i have to go, cook rice..i love rice!! i can't live without rice..but it doesn't mean i'd die if i can't live with it.. see what i mean about double (or hidden or implied) meanings?wait a minute, that wasn't double meaning that was just confusion..hehe it makes life so complicated..sing it avril!!

mabuhay si ma'am salisid, wohoo!!

im so happy!! gipasar mi duha ni kaycee ni maam salisid sa ac22. lipaya namo oi, nag celebrate dayon mi. giunsa namo pag celebrate? kaon mi pancit canton sa chowking tabunok ug mr softy nga icecream. nya sud dayon mi sa furniture section sa g-tabs nya nag imagine na pud sa among fyutyur..hehe yes im so happy.
it's so great to be alive. hehe..ang2x noh kaming duha ni kaycee gikan mi sa skul nya nag sakay mi jeep nga bulacao. pag abot dapit sa hi way kay naay daghan tawo nagpundok. naa diay insik nagpakamatay..heeeee..laina ana oi. gi unsa kaha niya pag patay sa iyang self noh?mabalita ra to unya sa tv patrol cebu. if ako pa to (pero im sure nga dili jud ko magpakamatay), if ever lang ba kay pusilon lang nako akong heart dapit kay para dili kaayo messy. ang2x noh inig burol mauwaw sad ta sa motan aw sa atong face if sa brain nimo gipusil imong self. kuyawa bisag patay na, maulaw pa lagi. ana man jud na, bati sad kaayo noh, "kinsay nikki?" "ahhh kato gud nikagay ang utok or di ba kato gud nabuslot ang ulo." laina paminawon oi..
bati kaayo ang perception sa mga tawo karon mga panahona..ahh ngiga mora sad kog ni exist sa mga unang panahon nga maka judge man ko. dili bitaw, ang2x kay ganina buntag nag salida mi tv nya ang salida kay magandang umaga bayan, nya sa seven kay unang hirit. nya among giprefer tan awon kay magandang umaga bayan, kay ngano man? aside from the fact nga kapamilya mi..ang mga reporters didto kay mga gwapa ug gwapo..would you prefer staring at jessica soho on gma when you have connie sison on the other channel? ma discriminate jud nato, dugay pa jud namo na realize nga nang discriminate na diay mi..we decided unconsciously. so mao na dinha, ingon ako mama, if mag apply mog trabaho pag make up jud ug todo but dont overdo..basta presentable ka and you look good. kay ngano? no matter how impressive your resume is or bisan daghan kaayo kag talent inside..the thing is it(your talent) is inside, dili dayon makita..ang resume dili madali dali ug basa nya dili dayon katuhoan. so what im saying is, kung bati kag nawong..ipa repair dayon kay para naa kay trabaho..hehe ka bad..dili oi..pag makeup lang..hehe bad gihapon. see what a judgmental world we live in..who's to blame? its only human nature..maayo gani kay gwapa ko, hahaha!!! of course noh? ang moangal kay makilatan..hehe

having a good time

this month is filled with lots of activities and extra curricular thingies. last week is a whole lot of fun. all of a sudden, people took an interest in volleyball. a volleyball competition was held in our school gym and it was just so awesome that kaycee and i never missed a game. we never thought we could do the things that we did. we weren't so much into the game, what we were after of are the players of the different teams. there were five teams: philippines, macau, chinese taipei, indonesia and my least favorite tonga.
we treated the players like stars..hehe took pictures of them, with them, shook hands, congratulated, thanked them, wished them luck, searched them on the net, emailed them after 2 days (this one i did in two days, kaycee i think will email tomorrow or the next day or the next..), even waited for them after each game. we seemed like obsessed fans especially of the macau player Lo Tak Wai. the chinese sure have funny names. sounds cute though. kaycee and i really like Lo because he is so nice and i don't know.
i don't like the tongans because they are tonggohon/kunggohon whichever word you like to use. they're so "touchy". the taiwanese are cool guys, one of them even danced on stage .. gara-gara pud. the indonesians, of whom we really spent a lot of moment with (we were allowed inside their change room), are nice too. problem is they aren't very good english speakers so when you say something like "what is your name?" expect something like "yes, bali indonesia".. but very nice guys with nice heights. philippines..yes the philippine team was received warmly by the cebuano people..except for a few boo's here and there..i said cebuanos are warm, loving and caring people!! i like alinsunurin. here comes the best...macau. yep, the crowd, dominated by women in their teens, went crazy over this team. the crowd especially liked their libero, Lei (who didn't win best libero as the title was taken by the taipei libero and failed to win as the most popular player since billy tongco stole that from him too) because of his anime looks and anime moves. stop watching anime guys, leave that to me! and joyo who is a die hard fan of anime. i don't watch much anime now though but what i don't understand is why i'm getting off the topic. and we're back. kaycee has a theory on why Lei didn't win as most popular player..it's because, according to her, Lei does not mingle with the fans so much. it's hard to have a photo taken with him or having to speak with him or having to go to lunch with him or having to go to school with him (the last two are exaggerated and kind of annoying now, i am so sleepy but i can't stop now) while Billy Tongco on the other hand is sweet and charming, blends in with the crowd, shakes hands with his fans and does a lot of things that pulls people to him. why am i making such a big fuss on this event? i am supposed to be a big star, with universal status like kaycee and jopet. i am turning the games and players into a big deal. oh well, i don't mind anyway, it feels good to have your attention so focused on something that you would trade doing your auditing focus concept paper to be passed and defended tomorrow for an hour of sitting on a hard chair that gets warmer every minute, typing on the keyboard about things that have happened and has less than 1% chance of happening again, and wracking your brains for things that would sound good once people read them. it feels good..if it's good, it can't hurt you..maybe

check out my other blog, it's where i place pictures (preserved moments=)) for photos of some of the players of the volleyball competition. http://keidayoko.blogspot.com/